After more than 1 kilometer swimming, I felt fresh. But Dexter didn’t. He confused himself and me. When I saw Lila, I was wondering whether she’s more suitable to Dexter compared with Rita. Unfortunately this thought only lasted for one second. She’ll ruin Dexter, at least ruin the Dexter I thought of. Dexter should hide the darkness side of his ego under the surface of happy life and Rita was supposed to be his sponsor. Lila will only make the darkness out and that day the person you used to like would not be Dexter anymore, he is Brian.

重读了一遍鲁迅先生的《纪念刘和珍君》，先生的深意我是近年来才逐渐体会的。传说现在的高中课文要删去这篇，这样的事已经不足为奇了。遗憾的是先生的志愿和精神至今无人能回应，而课本上的三个所谓的伟大的“某某家”不过是悲哀的虚名罢了。 我从来以为让孩童反复地参观那些烈士陵园甚至是监狱是件残酷的事，而所谓的严肃情绪更是将其从小就置于一种惊惶之中。我们是这样长大的，不知将来有多少人还要这样长大。