下午照例去教堂，看了一个名叫《耶稣》的片子，我十五岁的时候描写一个男生的美，我说：“他长发齐肩，美若耶稣。”今天我的教友还是没有来，我们组只剩下我一个人了，也没有买到圣像画，今天卖品部不营业。 然后去看电影，突然之间这个死于非命的矮小的同性恋博得了大家所有的关注，羡慕或者妒嫉，青睐或者嘲讽，所有的大小专栏作家开始写“楚门秀”。演Capote的 Hoffman并不如这位传奇人物来得楚楚动人。倒是他的扭捏和女性化的嗓音为角色增色不少。影片中无数的特写镜头，对准Capote ，对准Perry Smith，在个中感情的冲突之间，等待着他们流下无奈的泪水。Capote功成名就，是美国上流社会的宠儿，他懂得写作也懂得叫嚣和宣传，让各界名流把他奉为座上客，但是他和Perry Smith有着同样不堪回首的童年。 我很喜欢演Perry的Clifton Collins，黑头发白皮肤，看上去那么的敏感忧郁，然而暴力一触即发。他在善良的人面前感到了自卑和羞辱，就在他割断受害者喉管的那瞬间他依然觉得那是一个大善人，而他就是要杀死他。 Truman Capote无法抑制地爱上了这位Perry Smith，他们就像从一个家庭中走散的两兄弟，一个走前门，一个走后门。最后，Truman还是去了绞刑现场，Perry说:It’s ok. 此后的Capote以天才的方式陨落，1984年死于酗酒。

Venus, have you been loved? Have you been cherished as a real angel? The most beautiful thing a man has ever seen is a woman’s body. And to woman it is her first baby. When Maurice was saying this to Jessie in front of a portrait of Venus, I got so moved even came with tears. Life is short but colorful. Whatever how many persons you have loved, how wild you have been, love is always so beautiful. Venus doesn’t need be perfect even needn’t be so pure. She is a combination between fairy and human being. The meaning of her life is to make people feel love. The other name of Venus is Jessie. Jessie comes from a sad past. She doesn’t think she deserves any meaningful romance. She hadn’t recognized herself as beautiful as Venus until she met Maurice. Sometime life is just like a play which offers you pleasure together with accident. But Maurice chose to bring people pleasure. He worked hardly for buying Jessie a pair of earrings. When Jessie and her boyfriend were dating in his place, Maurice went to the old theatre and recited Hamlet’s famous words. He even chose to die in pleasure. Walking along the seaside together with Jessie, his Venus, is the heaven. Venus, if you have been loved you are the Venus who brings pleasure to people and make their life more meaningful.